To be honest, this was my first avian experience because I'm usually a feline person and maybe more familiar with dogs. So that being said, I also have no idea of hawks, neither pigeon ways... He was my first handsome male, my first bird. As a matter of fact, this was my first time hearing the word "hawk" and I had to learn it the hard way . Life, lol... Anyways, I guess is been a week since I seen another feather. On top of this hard learning experience, I also realize there are no pigeons in this area. I realize again that this is really wild here with all the swamps, trees, and bushes. After I lost Pete, I started to see wild cats for crying out loud. Where were they before I planned on letting him out on my pretty green yard? I guess maybe that's the reason why there are no pigeons... Everything about it has blinded me- the greens and wild flowers- I mean it was so beautiful that I wanted to share it with my baby. Behind it all, were the haunting predators and I just have found right after I lost him. However, it is late now because after day 4, I seen one wild healthy cat haunting- So, I am assuming she's the one that have taken him from me.... It sucks... I still have dreams about flapping wings and gorges pigeons. He was really handsome. Because of this, I am afraid of having another delicate winged creature living with me in this wild land. At the same time, I fell in love with birds and I feel like I need one... What to do. All I wanted was to offer him freedom...
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